I don't know if this is really the plase as there hasn't actually been a bereavement but unfortunately it seems there soon will be. My Grandad in Law has just been diagnosed with cancer and all signs are not got a long time left to live.
I have no experience of this but is it ok to feel angry? I feel angry that his wife who is disabled with arthritis might have to move into a home, I feel angry that everyone is going to be devestated, I feel angry that I am going to have to explain all this to my 3 year old and I don't want him to have to know about such things at this age, I feel angry that this has happened at Christmas time and will therefore hang over all future christmas's and I feel angry with him for smoking all his life and therefore putting himself and the rest of the family in this awful position.
Sorry I think I just had to write that down.