Id just like to say how grateful & thankful to all that replied to my thread.(I LOST MY BABY AFTER AN AMNIO)
I can honestly say after nearly 8 yrs Ive accepted that my baby had an abnormality & not the fault of the hospital.
After reading on a site about anencephaly(from KateF) I found it very hard to look & read, but it finally sunk in & Ive accepted it.
Its made me feel so much better.
Thankyou mums who replied & to mumsnet. What a relief it feels.
Its also relieving to talk to people in simular situations, thats when you feel your life aint so bad after all, & theres plenty worse off than yourself.
Its also made me talk about it to my dh who feels that accepting whats happened is best instead of dwelling on the past.
My memory of my dd(Sharon) will always be there, & at times I will still feel the sorrow. But the bitterness going has got to be a great difference to how I've felt in the past.
Yours Thankfully
Jenny & My 2 wonderful kids & DH of course. xxx