She is 3.2. I am 36 weeks pg. I have been sick a lot of today, torn the lining of my stomach, had millions of people in decorating so not able to relax and recover from an epic vomitting session (bloody, bleurgh).
DD has been at nursery. She played up this morning, refused to get dressed for me. She has been fine all day at nursery. Good as gold apparantly. Literally, from the moment I got there to get her, she threw a tantrum, did not want to come, does not like home, does not like me, wants to stay there. I had to mostly carry her kicking to the car, where it took almost 10 mins to manhandle her into the car. Same at home, would not get out of the car, into the flat, up the stairs, not pleased to see daddy. Shouts and screams and finally snuggles with me, apologies for shouting and we settle for the evening.
She goes to bed, normal routine, but DH does it, as he does sometimes. She refuses to settle. He goes out at 8pm and she is quiet. She gets up immediately that he leaves and she will. not. shut. up.
She is crying, asking for daddy, for milk, she will not sleep.
She keeps saying however 'i do not want to go to jail' but this has only started in the last 10 mins.
I have spent half hour trying to get hold of DH to come home and sort it, as I am struggling, phone off, but finally get hold of him, he is coming home, after giving me a lecture as I am crying, not reassuring, but 'ffs you are having a bad night with your 3 yo, get over it'.
I am very scared that I will not be able to cope with two children. Not been afraid like this before but what if I can't do it? or do it well at least? I don't know why she suddenly is refusing to do what I ask, or want to be with me, or play ball...