It's getting absurd. And it's me he comes to, not daddy. He's also been a headbanger for a while which i ignored, but he's stared genuinely hurting himself to make himself cry because he knows i'll pick him up. He whacked his head against the metal bannisters today and has two bruise lines down the sides of his face. And plenty of other bruises and cuts from the last few days half of which are self inflicted.