I am a mum of three I have never posted on here before but I really do need help I feel like a really shit mum right now I am struggling to cope I have a 4 year who is in school and her attitude is unbelievable she tell me I don't love her I don't care for her she doesn't want to live with me anymore and she also has never slept in her own bed I have a three year old who still has a dummy and is in nappies and just screams all day and only eats fruit and I have a 4 month old who will only co sleep I have zero time to myself I feel like everything I am doing is wrong I can't cope when I try and talk to family I feel like they just brush me off I just want to scream or disappear I can't sleep my house work doesn't get done I feel like I am just chasing my own tail I don't want to get out of bed and my partner i am starting to really despise him because I feel like he still gets to be himself but all I am is mum