Growing up I had undiagnosed ADHD and autism. Got bullied at school and would take it out on my parents, smashing things, assaults, verbal abuse and such like. I was also rude to everyone I would meet online which I regret but can't change that now.
Became an adult recently, I am earning my own money and finishing college. I have realised now how much parents do for their kids and feel bad for what I did growing up. How could I make this up for them, or is me being in a better position now good enough?
I am constantly thinking about how I acted in the past but I also realise teenagers are developing and especially having ADHD and autism without realising. I made lots of poor choices but I know none of them would of happened if I was in a better position in life and knew myself more.