Hi
I am new here, single parent to DD who is 6 years old. I have been going through absolute hell for a while now with tantrums and behaviour at home and at school. I keep waiting for her to turn a year older in hope that it will stop but it never does, I am mentally drained, she has been on holiday for a week with her grandparents and has only been home 2 days and I am stressed, migraines, breaking out and eating everything in sight for comfort. I’ve taken her out today and spend quality time for her to get home and throw a tantrum and scream she hates me. I have called the GP for an appt as advised by the school but it is next week and I honestly don’t know if I can hang on much longer. I love her with my whole being and she isn’t like this all the time and I know it must be so hard on her having all these emotions but I just can’t stay level headed when I’m breaking my back trying to make her happy and nothing ever is good enough. I look forward to going to work for the break - I feel like a horrible parent and I hate myself for not being calm all the time. She needs me and my support and here I am writing a message like this on a forum but I am in dire need of help.
grandparents stay in a different country and apart from that I have no help at all. My anxiety is through the roof and I am making myself ill. Please can someone give me some advice ðŸ˜ðŸ˜