My baby was born at 31 weeks, cows milk allergy, on Aptimal Pepti 2 now and omeprazole 12mg. She’s nearly 9 months old. My milk never came in so couldn’t breastfeed, assume from the stress of everything that happened hence the formula. She cries all the times, moans and whines. I’m at breaking point. No teeth yet but crying/moaning started from around 35 weeks and has never stopped. She cries when you put her down, cries when wakes up. Sleep was good but now wakes intermittently through the night. Can’t get a routine. Awaiting to see ENT because of nasal airway issue, she appears to struggle to breath through her nose (oxygen levels fine). Tried every thing for help relive colic. Pain medication doesn’t appear to help. She can get aggressive when frustrated, like wrenching her body. I’ve tried so many things and nothing works. No help out there from healthcare, comments like “babies cry” even though her distress is through the roof every day. I’ve stopped going out because of how she is. Small windows of smiles and giggles. I’m worried the childminder won’t be able to manager her when I go back to work. Im feeling okay in myself, not depressed just sick of this constant crying etc. feel like know one wants to listen or understand the situation. I asked for paediatrician to investigate, take some bloods but he said “she looks fine, putting on weight and babies cry”. I said it’s not just the odd crying episode but still won’t investigate further. No help with prem babies out there. I’m just so lost. We all expect babies to cry, I’ve got a 9 year old so I’ve been through it before but my youngest is nearly 9 months and it’s been relentless, I’ve not enjoyed her at all which is such a shame because it’s took 5.5 years to get her. I’m just living day to day. Any advice would be appreciated.