I’ve known since he was around 6 months old , I could just tell he was different to my older son , he never babbled , delayed in all milestones etc. He’s just turned 3 and today had a starter session at nursery . I have to say I left feeling depressed , even though I’ve always known he’s more than likely autistic and maybe other delays too it was so hard seeing him in that setting today , I couldn’t help but compare , he’s a gorgeous happy boy and has some great abilities very advanced in maths etc but he has absolutely no idea how to communicate with other people and is extremely sensory he stood stimming / flapping / making noises and swaying side to side throughout the visit and although the nursery teachers were made aware before he started I couldn’t help feel embarrassed about it , I’m sorry I know this makes me sound terrible but I could see the other parents looking and I just felt like I wasn’t coping I couldnt wait to get out of the nursery. I’ve done everything I can for him , he’s on the pathway for diagnosis , I’m in regular contact with health visitor , he’s under speech and language therapy etc and they all advised I send him nursery , but now it’s here I just don’t know how he will cope when nursery officially starts I feel so sad for him that he’s different to the other children , any advice or anyone going through anything similar?