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DS worried and upset about death often

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MrsBennettsNerves · 20/05/2017 17:15

DS is nearly 6, and is currently being assessed for Aspergers. He's a very sensitive child and tends to catastrophise.

The summer before last, so 22 months ago now, we had DDog2 PTS - DDog1 died when DS was too young to really understand, and we still have DDog3. I didn't handle it very well. He had very longstanding ill health and I had brought it up with DS in advance (turned out to be a couple of months in advance) that DDog would die at some point, wanting to sort of prepare him I guess. He normally likes time to process stuff, hates being taken by surprise, so I thought I was doing the right thing, but I did get a bit upset myself while telling him and he started sobbing, and this seemed to fix it in his mind as a terrible thing - he kept getting upset and asking me when etc. Then when the time came, DS was devastated. DDog was a little worse one evening, I took him to the vet, on the way he deteriorated rapidly and he never came home. I found it hard, and we cried together, and I kept reassuring him it is ok to be sad, but that time will help us feel better, and we'll always remember the good stuff, etc. He kept saying, "He'll come back, won't he?" and " is dead, isn't he?" and so on.

Ever since, he's been hyper sensitive about death. He stopped me reading a history book to him as it referenced death too often - nothing gory or emotional, just factual, but it upset him. He keeps asking about animals dying for meat etc, how they die, even though he'll happily watch nature documentaries with predators hunting etc. He's just been playing with DH with some figurines and DS had one of them die, then burst into tears. DH tried to reassure him, but it took ages for him to settle. I tried to lightly reassure him later as it didn't feel 'dealt with', only that he'd distracted himself, and he cried again and told me off for reminding him.

Has DDog's death scarred him? How do I handle this? He's emotionally immature, and struggles to understand, name or handle his emotions even though he's academically reasonably bright, and I just don't know how to approach this with him. It's complicated by the fact DH is strongly against any teaching of Heaven etc, though I have introduced it as a "some people believe" type thing. Any time I try to talk he gets upset, so books etc don't seem a great idea. Help!

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EwanWhosearmy · 20/05/2017 17:36

I can clearly remember lying in the bath, aged 6, and absolutely sobbing at the thought of dying. (For context, I'm now 53).

I think 6 is a funny age where for some children the idea of the finality of death is just sinking in. Before that they aren't too bothered and are quite matter of fact about it.

I think you are handling it in the right way and I also think he will grow out of it.

MrsBennettsNerves · 20/05/2017 19:03

Thank you. That's reassuring. I just hate seeing him cry! And it's so hard to know what to say.

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Blossom789 · 20/05/2017 20:01

The first experience of bereavement is really tough, it's very emotive for all the family and DS will be experiencing this shared sadness too. Keep talking about your dog, there's a couple of great book- when something terrible happens - and - when someone very special dies. Both aimed to support children through their grief. They are drawing books and help children in processing what's happened- it gives you a guide to help them through it. There available on amazon - even if you're not looking to buy take a look as you could probably put something together yourself too.

If you feel his possible ASD is impacting his grief response have a chat with the team who are assessing for some advice.

user1486956786 · 21/05/2017 07:36

I think you are handling it really well and he will grow out of it. Just keep supporting him when he gets upset like you are. I still have traumatic dreams when I had to sell my horse aged 12. Am 28 now.

MrsBennettsNerves · 21/05/2017 16:51

Thank you both. I'm not sure, Blossom, if his (probable) ASD is impacting it. He's a highly emotional child and emotionally immature, which might be to do with ASD.

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Cheerybigbottom · 21/05/2017 16:56

My son is 5 and was diagnosed as high functioning autistic in April. We have similar concerns about death in our house and we haven't had any recent close bereavements. DS often expresses fear he'll miss us when we die, and he doesn't want to go to heaven he wants to come back to earth as a baby.

At first he was comforted with a story of our bodies turning into stars and nice things i.e. Animals/flowers etc. Then when he asked what happened to our people brains (Hmm) I relented and said we'd be in heaven waiting. We are not religious but it's so easy to rely on 'Heaven'.

I fully remember being so afraid of worms eating me at the same age, I'm quite the over thinker too.

Recently he's noticing gravestones and likes us to read them and talk about the people and this seems to be helping.

TheMysteriousJackelope · 21/05/2017 17:06

I remember being very worried when I was around 4 - 5 by the thought of dying. I dealt with it as a child by thinking that I'd probably live to be 80 and that seemed such a long way off it didn't seem real somehow. With my DC I explained that everyone dies, but that is why I had them eat healthy food and take exercise, get vaccinated, and have a checkup every year - so they can protect their health as much as possible and hopefully live a long time. That seemed to help, possibly for the same reason, little children can't really imagine themselves as very, very, old.

Newtothis11 · 22/05/2017 01:31

If you've not mentioned it to the person doing the ASD assessment then make sure you do - it'll help in their understanding his emotional response.

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