Morning all and HNY! Not sure I've ever posted before but I lurk and read a lot. I have a lovely little boy who was 2 in November and baby two is due in March. I'm really worried about coping with two. I'm a worrier by nature and I'm on long-term antidepressants for this. I'm worried about breastfeeding number two while having toddler to sort out; getting out the house with two; toddler very reliant on dunny still; toddler being jealous, he's already showing signs of this and is very clingy; coping after c section....... I like to be in control of things and I've come so far since my little boy. Some more history, baby 1 was IVF and baby 2 has been a huge shock!! I'm still getting used to the idea. I do feel that after the years and years of waiting for number 1 that I don't have any right to complain about anything and feel I have to be a super mum. MIL hinted the other day that although SIL'S house is a mess, she's so good with the kids. Then said, 'your house is so tidy.' So I added 'do you think I'm useless with my child?' My hormones feel all over place and I just don't feel I can talk to anyone IRL as they'll think I'm being ungrateful. 