Help help help! I'm at my wits end now. I'm massively sleep deprived, stressed to hell, have PND and just about had enough.
I have a fil with cancer, a mother recently widowed and about to go into hospital for operation, a father due a major life threatening op, were moving house. My 7 month old is allergic to cows milk, on a dairy free diet so I'm making all meals, not sleeping and teething badly. A husband who works 12 hour days. I have started working again. I'm self employed but don't have 5 seconds to do anything!
And now just to too it off my 6 year old is feeling left out. His behaviour is seriously deteriorating. He's brilliant for everyone else but hell at home. I cannot split myself anymore than I am already doing and could seriously runaway and not look back.
How do I do this? How do I give my ds the attention he craves while doing everything else? I get chest pains from stress on a regular basis, I grind my teeth, I haven't had time for a haircut in months and I look shockingly bad.
I am permanently attached to by ds or dd usually both. I am sick of being touched, sat on, pulled. My body aches because it's getting no rest. I don't have time to go to the loo, shower daily or even sleep. Ds is forever there! He has to get dressed in the same room as me, he has to be in the same room all the time! Even the toilet ffs! Dd will not settle with anyone else except dh but he's not here mon-fri.
I don't know where to start but I'm crumbling fast!