I would be so grateful for any ideas from anyone of what is wrong with me. I feel like death & yet am made to feel like a giant irritating hypochondriac by my gp!
I became ill suddenly almost 3 years ago with a very violent flare up of the type described below. It came at a time of acute stress.
I have asthma & suspected bronchiectasis as background.
Most days now, I have the following symptoms. They’re getting worse and ‘good days’ are few now.
Acute pain in right hip and in groin.
Severe jaw pain- difficulty talking & eating. Difficulty turning head.
Dry mouth.
Vaginal pain - an irritated feeling.
Feeling of irritated ‘thrumming’ skin on legs.
Eyes red irritated & watering.
Catarrh on chest - coughing it up- and in nose.
Palpitations.
Exhaustion.
I have terrifying flare ups as well. These seem to be to be associated with stress. In them, I usually wake in the night with the following:
Really terrible pain in both hips & legs. I am unable to walk- I have to crawl.
Wheezing.
Diarrhoea.
Skin feeling red hot on legs.
Uncontrollable shivering & (despite hot skin!) feeling terribly cold.
Blue feet.
Bad palpitations.
Very dry mouth.
Horrible perineal/vaginal pain.
Bleeding gums.
This lasts about 4-6 hours. It feels like I’m dying. As it recedes my nose starts pouring catarrh & my legs become intensely itchy.
After these flare ups I will be coughing up pink mucus with red streaks in it - ie with blood in it- for a few days and my gums will be bleeding much more than normal. Eyes also very clotted up. I will feel very rough afterwards.
No rheumatoid factor found. No CRP - at least when I’ve been tested. White blood cells ok.
Scanned pretty thoroughly including lungs. No tumours. Nothing on liver kidney etc. some mild osteoarthritis (but not enough to explain symptoms) and inflammation in fluid around right hip seen on scan.
Saw a rheumatologist privately who said it can’t be rheumatoid as a) no obvious swellings on joints and b) no rheumatoid factor or crp. (He said ‘if you had had undiagnosed rheumatoid arthritis for 2 years, you wouldn’t look like you do’. Ha! I look like shit.) Diagnosed fibromyalgia by him instead.
I know people with fibromyalgia & they’re not coughing up bloodstained mucous*.
Oh, and random irritated rashes on lower legs & chest.
I am in despair. My whole life seems to have been overturned. Can anyone suggest anything?
NC for this btw.
*I actually think fibromyalgia is a cop out diagnosis that leaves people - generally women- with life changing conditions suffering because drs can’t be bothered to work out what the real medical issue causing their symptoms is. Fibromyalgia= ‘too difficult for the dr so piss off and suffer quietly’ . Sorry to rant!