@purplerain37 I can imagine how worried you are. This was my experience, my DS’ were 9 & 7 when this journey started.
I have MS. I was diagnosed with Transverse Myelitis and classed as Clinically Isolated Syndrome, Neurologist told me the same night, that he thought it was MS, but ran lots of tests, including blood tests, chest x ray.
The Transverse Myelitis was confirmed my head, cervical and whole spine MRI. I had two areas of inflammation in my spine and lesions found on my brain.
My symptoms were total numbness in the front of my abdomen, pins and needles, walking felt like I was walking on a spongy surface, numbness in my hands, so odd.
I then had further relapse, which was a sudden onset of Visual disturbance double vision, which lasted a whole weekend, needed my husband to help me with everything, it was awful.
Saw Neurologist again, had mri head, and a further lesion was found on my brainstem. This inflammatory attack also caused, paling to my optic disc, I was officially dx with RRMS.
And started on Rebif (injectable DMD) but caused a problem with skin irritation now I take Tecfidera (oral tablet) which still occasionally causes me flushing and sometimes a drippy nose, but other than that, I seem to tolerate it quite well. There are some new DMD’s now too.
My mobility has worsen on the past few years, I use a stick. Neurologist thinks I am now in SPMS, I was offered a new drug for secondary progressive MS, but if I was officially dx with SPMS and I failed on the drug, I would have been unable to go back on Tecfidera, as that is only licensed for RRMS.
The fatigue, cognitive function are a challenge. But honestly people who meet me have no idea, unless I decide to tell them, how you feel inside and how others see you can be exact opposite. Unless I can leave my bungalow with a smile on my face, and if I am asked how I am I always say OK, I don’t go anywhere.
you can live a good life with MS, but it’s harder and not what you would have chosen. You just have to keep positive, and if you are having a rubbish day, so what, it’s might be a better day tomorrow. I did genuinely grieve for about 6mths after I got the diagnosis, I was scared, and felt sorry for myself, it took a while to reach a point of acceptance I suppose.
Good luck OP, I hope you recover quickly.