This is all very new to me .. I never ever heard of FFA ever ever ever.
I started experiencing loss of bodily hair including my eyebrows diminishing over 15 years ... I appear to have entered the peri-menopause about 13 yrs ago and had my first child - geriatric mum - and am now experiencing the menopause! 2 years ago, I started showing signs of rheumatoid arthritis, developed a reaction to alcohol, my skin started burning and crawling and I started to notice my hair line was changing - thinning, receding, scaling .. and scarring. I have been falling apart!! I had an NHS MySkinDoctor assessment by photograph submission - suspected FFA with treatments recommended .. no positive results. Waited for the referral appointment with a NHS Consultant ... nothing!! I got impatient and went private only to have it firmly confirmed - it's FFA, scarring, permanent, will not hair will not grow back - it will get worse! I felt like I hit the floor! She wrote to my Doc recommending referral to a particular specialist (with a wonderful head of hair) ... and that a basal cell carcinoma should be removed .. I did that privately .. my Dr thought it was nothing to worry about ... whoahhh nahh offff with it.
I had my hair cut shorter (lucky I always have had a fringe but I can't wear it up anymore, don't want to be seen when its windy weather, stopped a lot of my sports and exercising ... I have shrunk into a shelf; spend ages treating my skin and making sure my hair sits properly before I go out through the door.
Finally after 2 years I have seen the NHS Consultant .. by chance ..a cancellation! I jumped at it. I sat there bruised and stitched up from the carcinoma removal .. looking like a rabbit in the headlights. As well as levothyroxine and HRT patches, I am now on different medication, another steroid cream and a trial drug for 6 months in an attempt to create a fire wall. If I was told to put a cow pat of dung on my head now - I would!
There is no explanation as to why I have this .. it could be hormonal, stress-related, thyroid related (?) an immune system disorder where my body is attacking itself .. but its on the rise and I don't want it.
I am due to a photographic scan of my hairline to monitor it! God I miss my widows peak and yes I have seen some of the images on line ..
I don't feel I am me anymore .. I crumbled in a heap and cried. I have lost some of my spark and confidence .. I am afraid of what will come next but there is nothing else I can do ... or can I? I can't speak about it. I don't want to speak about it! There are no help groups in my area .. I just have to paint a face on and hide behind a smart suit and attempt to smile .. Sorry for this long post but its hard to accept this condition ... I don't know if anyone else has experienced any of this issues along with a FFA diagnosis and is undergoing treatment and can share their experience and how they have coped?