So bit of a weird one . I've been trying for 17 months to get a doctor to take me seriously as I thought I had rheumatoid arthritis.
Took 3 attempts to get a referral to rheumatologist, and only then with a fight .
Anyway today got the diagnosis. Or rather 3 of them .
Yes I have rheumatoid arthritis.
I also have pernicious anemia
And coeliac disease.
Had a steroid injection to try and get it in remission and waiting to start methotrexate.
Now I've got the diagnosis and started really looking into it - the gravity of the situation has hit me a bit .
Reduced life expectancy.
Health implications long term .
I mean it's better than living in pain and immobile as I have been and currently am - and I've been trying to get someone to take me seriously for 17 months (dunno how much damage has been done in that time as two gps kept refusing to refer me in complete contradiction of NICE guidelines) only when I went in ready for a fight with a folder of pictures did the last gp I saw out in an urgent referral (and credit where it's due - the wait list here is a year and I was seen within 6 weeks of that referral so .....
I thought I feel triumphant or something. But I don't. I feel flat .
I might book a couple of days off just to process and rest before my next fight (critical illness claim and PiP )
I live alone . No one to chat it over with and of the few friends and family who know their attitude is "well as least you've got the diagnosis now and it can be treated " which is true . But I think they think it's just old age or something. (I'm early 50s and been unable to carry a shopping basket, climb stairs , drive , clean - had to hire a cleaner to help me with housework)
Family haven't really registered the impact it's had . Or avoided it . Or think I'm exaggerating. Dunno which .
The going gluten free will be easy as I've gone off all bread , rice and pasta anyway !
The b12 deficiency I'm having injections for
Consultant say's probably vit d deficiency too so guess there's some treatment for that ....(?)
And waiting for methotrexate for the RA
And then what .....?
Shortened life expectancy. I keep joking it's ok s it will be the right end of my life when I'm dribbling into
My stewed prunes
The other things scare me a bit . Dunno
Whether to look or not at the implications or live in blissful ignorance like the family is .
Got breast screening this week too first time ever . All I seem to have done is sit in hospital waiting rooms this week !