Hello op! You are my ‘poorly twin’
I have an appointment with the rheumatologist in a couple of weeks but if I hadn’t cajoled/begged/argued with my GP I would still be bed ridden contemplating ending it all ( yes it’s been that bad)
i had flu over Christmas- took me 5 weeks to recover. At the end of January I did some light work on my allotment ( first weekend I felt well - it was wonderful). Three days later I woke up unable to move. I was in pain from my ribs down to my ankles.
i have hurt my back before but this was different. But I put it down to a pulled back. I did my usual things and the upper body improved. Except my knees. They swelled up so badly I struggled to get trousers on.
ha ha - getting dressed! By this time I am now unable to dress myself etc. My husband has become my carer. I can hardly wipe my arse. He has to put me to bed with a sandwich and a flask before he goes on his Night Shift.
it wasn’t just my knees, my whole legs hurt.
and my left thumb - swollen and painful- I can’t pull my knickers up!
gp put it down to ‘pulled or strained knees’
I argue it’s lasting too long and getting worse.
she reluctantly does some bloods
then all hell let’s loose
platelets, CRP and ESR are sky high
gamma gt is raised
so is my blood calcium levels
and
my ANA is raised!
i advised she needed to talk to a rheumatologist- which she did.
The rheumatologist hasn’t met me but says i have inflammatory arthritis which is probably lupus. And I have since had a depo medrone injection in my bum to keep me going.
it’s been a long hard slog getting something done.
i joined a lupus group on Facebook and a PMR group ( PMR was my first thought this could be)
autoimmune diseases go through my family like Blackpool goes through sticks of rock. Both of my daughters have at least one, my grandma, aunt and mum all had autoimmune diseases and so didn’t great grandma.
i have suspected I had some form as I have lots of funny rashes and reactions. I also have a funny facial rash which looks like the lupus rash.
sorry for long post
I just wanted you to know you are not alone. It’s a fucking hard journey