So where to start.. erm so I have rheumatoid arthritis. I don't like to make a big deal of but it is pretty crappy. I have one seeing eye. My dead eye is infected all the time and worrying it might need removing. I'm worrying I'm failing at my job I've been in 5 months because it's mind numbingly boring and I hate it. I worry I'm a bad parent constantly. I know I'm not a good housewife. I'd rather read than clean. I'm not a great wife. I'm a bit overweight and very childish and also an epic worrier. I'm not sure what to do with myself ?🤣🤣