I was diagnosed with primary biliary cirrhosis in around 2009. At first they just kept an eye on my bloods, then after a few years I was started on ursodeoxycholic acid. I then basically had no issues for years. I got pregnant last year and was advised to come off the meds. My bloods were better than ever during pregnancy, then shot up after DS was born. Now I’m back on the meds, and my consultant is considering whether I have an overlap with autoimmune hepatitis. I am also being investigated for vasculitis due to a recurring skin problem. The result of which is that i’ll probably end up on a course of steroids and/or immunosuppressants in the new year.
Those are the facts. Now for the personal side of it. At first when I was being investigated for a variety of liver disorders, I was very worried and upset. But I was surprised by how quickly I got my head around it and stopped worrying about what may or may not happen in the future. I have remained asymptomatic (unless the skin issues are in some way linked to the liver condition, though it’s not an itching problem and therefore not very likely). I have generally responded well to the urso and had no adverse affects from it. And I know that it’s definitely within the realms of possibility that the right medication will keep me well for many years to come, and that I may never end up with cirrhosis.
I’m struggling a bit more with the investigations for vasculitis (emotionally), because it’s another unknown. But I’m hopeful that once it has been correctly diagnosed, it can be treated, and will become another condition for which I am monitored regularly but which doesn’t cause me significant problems.
I know it’s hard, but try not to worry, and definitely try not to google too much, or at least stick to reliable websites like the NHS. It is definitely possible for conditions like this to be treated effectively and managed so as to prevent you from getting poorly.