I am nearing the end of my tether and would love some advice as to where to start, what to do to make myself feel like myself again. I feel the NHS aren't looking after me but rather dealing with bits of me.
8 years ago I was diagnosed with breast cancer, double mastectomy and radiotherapy. I had a very small baby and had a miscarriage. Unfortunately I was misdiagnosed as having mastitis for a very long time and it was only by accident I got the correct diagnosis, I am lucky to be alive. This is only relevant in that it has made me very wary of the medical profession.
I lost a lot of weight at the time, I was considered lucky it came off so easily after the baby. Now I wonder if my body had high thyroid issues caused by the pregnancy.
Just before my 5 year cancer final check up I had awful symptoms so the cancer unit did all the tests and scans they could for me. Wonderfully I came back clear of cancer. However I was referred to my GP to deal with a thyroid issue. I was placed on 25mcg of levothyroxine. I wondered if I was menopausal but I wasn't.
The symptoms got a little better, but not much. I asked to go on to a larger dose of levothyroxine but my GP shouted at me and got really angry-he said I was fine. I started taking 50mcg anyway and luckily I managed to swing it so that my prescription was changed so I could carry on taking this amount. I staid with the practice but see a different GP.
My initial symptoms were,
- sickness and nausea especially in the morning.
*dizziness
*tiredness that left me unable to work. I was sleeping 20 hours a day.
*putting on weight, but I was skinny so I didn't feel that mattered.
My current symptoms are
*fluffy headed
*can't think of words
- putting on weight really quickly, I have never put on weight before but I can barely eat for a few days and put on 3 lbs. I have put on almost a stone in a year, most of it in the last 6 months, most of that in the last 3 months. It doesn't stop.
*tiredness. I can work but I need naps. I nap at least a couple of times a week, i could nap for hours but have to set my alarm. I do this in my lunch hour.
- my hair is thin, but it always has been, I think I have a big adam's apple but maybe it;s a goitre, my eyebrows are patchy but maybe that's to do with over plucking in the 80s.
I have recently been diagnosed with primary billary cholongitis. The liver specialist who diagnosed me has told me twice that he considers 50mcg to be too low and suggested 75mcg. He said that the 25mcg initial dose was laughable. The first time my GP told me the specialist was wrong and hadn't got recent blood tests which were within range. THey wouldn't give me any more levothyroxine as that would make me ill. The GP emailed my results to a endocrinologist who agreed with the GP. The second time the liver specialist said he was not wrong and he wanted my symptoms treated, and that 75mcg wouldn't do the harm the GP said it would. I have an appointment with my GP next week.
What do i do?
What do I ask for?
Am I just menopausal?
How do I fight the system when I have no energy?
If I have money to throw at the problem ( I don't but am getting desperate) where do I throw it?
I have some printed out blood tests from the past which I asked for but I don't understand them. I have trawled the internet but don;t seem to see the bloods they talk about on my tests.
Am I doomed to becoming overweight and slugish, is that my life?
SOrry it's long and feel free to ignore. I will be back and forwards as I've got to take the kids out and then work.
Thank you