I’m trying to teach myself to knit with books and YouTube tutorials and I just wonder if anyone else who tried to teach themselves found it utterly impossible at first and then got the hang of it? Right now I feel like my brain must be wired wrong because I’m watching video after video in slow mo and I can’t get it at all. I do the slipknot, put the left needle in, put the right needle in, wind the wool around the right needle… and then what? All the vids seem to say ”then push the right needle through the loop”… WHAT loop?! Then the needles slip out of my hand. does anyone have any tips?