I'm not sure if this is the right forum for my musings, but if anyone out there can relate to what I'm going through I'd be so grateful to hear from you, to see if you can help me clarify things!
I'll try to be brief. I don't think of myself as at all creative. I'm a part-time lecturer, pregnant with my fourth (have a 5-year-old, a 3-year-old and an 18-month old). I feel very frustrated by our family's need to make some extra money. We're not on the breadline, but like many people times are tough, and with so many mouths to feed I feel like my husband is doing all he can, and although I'm bringing in some money... I just feel a bit extra would help. For several years I've toyed with the idea of making things. I have a sewing machine, and for a while tried to make bags out of vintage fabrics and sold literally a couple on E-bay. I love the idea of making pretty things and making some extra money, but don't know where to start. I have borrowed book after book from the library - knitting, crochet, sewing... but they seem too confusing. Perhaps its just because my mind is so full of looking after children or I'm too past learning new skills... or my expectations are too high. Looked into going to a local college course but the only ones available seem to be day-time ones and I don't have childcare in the day-time. Basically time is very short, and my husband thinks I'm barking up the wrong tree chasing this dream of having my own 'creative' little business. While supportive of me doing something 'for myself' he thinks my confidence will be knocked if I feel pressure to make money from my would-be hobby, and worries that the time and effort involved will (a) be more than I have to spare and (b) won't equate to a worthwhile income, as in I could make more money doing a more straightforward job. But something in me really wants to design and make my own things... is it worth pursuing, or should I just face facts, I haven't made a go of things thus far... and it seems like this forum is heaving with people who are making beautiful things. Anyone suggest anything to try for a newbie, any simple ideas to see whether it is for me? Anyone want to share your experiences of making money (or otherwise). Sorry to go on - just feel there must be someone out there who can relate to this muddle I'm in!!