so i have put my self in the most horrible position in the world and my head is very much messed up at the miniute with it!
i have found out i am pregnant again whch will be my 5th child.
my youngest is 2 and has severe autism i love all my babies with everything i have but financialy not in the best place to bring a baby into the world but also dont see money being a good enough reason to terminate my pregnancy but im scared stiff i wont be able to cope with the stress.
just the thought of doing it messes my head up but dont think i can physically handle another baby right now