Send me good vibes and prayers please. Tomorrow is the day I should have been having my baby - the 40 week due date- the baby I had to tfmr - a little boy.
Thankful for the anonymity of this forum- I can't express my feelings and thoughts to anyone who knows me- I'm too private. I'll be keeping busy with my older child and wider family. But I grieve for the child that won't be there tomorrow. And I'm 40 and struggled to get pregnant both times, but I struggle to accept the possibility that I might never have another child, whereas I would have loved to have 3 or 4 kids. I loved being pregnant.