Hi all,
As the time suggests, I can't actually sleep. We got the blood tests results back on Thursday saying I had a high risk of downs - 1:116. The rest of results read this:
HCG - 0.94
NT - 1.34
PAPP-A - 0.26 (with a handwritten note saying low next to it and growth scans from 24/40)
The mf phoned me and discussed them as much as you can. We then got a meeting with her that afternoon to discuss next steps. She took us through the serenity blood test as an option but skipped over everything else. We then managed to get a next day appointment to have the blood test with her boss (head of screening mf -not sure if that is her exact title!?) And she actually gave us more options and took the emotion out of it, which for me is better and I just couldn't/can't stop crying.
She also told what our next step could be if we choose to terminate and the counselling we would receive. I feel this is a taboo subject and not read much on people's decision on it on threads.
Anyways, we have a CVS booked for Tuesday at UCL and I now feel like I'm not pregnant. That when I get there for the scan they are going to tell me our baby has died.
This is my second pregnacy my son is currently 13 months old and is a handful in a good way. This is such a different pregnacy - I realise they all are - but the first pregnancy I had terrible morning sickness which would rear it's ugly head at all times of the day and I would retch or be sick. So far in this pregnancy it has been sporadic. I guess I feel this is a sign that my placenta isn't great or that it explains my readings.
I have cramps too, which are normal too. I had them last time. I just hope I haven't signed off on the pregnancy as I'm waiting for bad news.
Even if the 'syndrome ' test comes back all clear, it's the worry of what a low papp-a level can bring. All worst case scenarios albeit but I can't shake it - stil birth, preterm labour, low birth weight and then issues effecting prem baby.
Sorry for my long rant/anxious worry. I'm hopeful that someone has been in the same situation for the positive and negative.
Xxx