Hello I'm new to mumsnet but a friend recommended it to me. I'm writing because I don't know what to do anymore and I feel like a broken record with my partner, family and friends.
This is my first pregnancy and I'm 34, it was a total surprise (getting pregnant) but a very very happy one. I tried withy ex for quite a few years with no success. Anyway I am now 14 weeks. I had a cvs scan yesterday after three scans showed firstly a NT of 6.2 and then yesterday fluid under babies skull. I had a weeks wait between finding this out and yesterday before cvs. I should get the results early next week. I'm terrified, I nearly convinced myself that the midwife made a mistake last week and my mind would be put at ease. If hope and love would be enough then my baby will be ok but the feeling of bad news is almost to much. My partner is also very upset, he has been quite honest and said that he does not want a disabled baby. We were so happy about being pregnant and out parents and friends. I foolishly let people know too soon and now j feel like it's just going to be bad news. I feel very protective for my baby and terrified that I may have an impossible decision to make.
Sorry for rambling.