Hi all, I am 8 days postpartum to the most gorgeous little boy. Our baby won’t sleep anywhere else but our arms which is making everything a bit difficult and we are very sleep deprived as a result. A few days ago I suddenly felt ‘scared’ that this was going to go on forever. I was also very emotional and was crying very easily. I realised I hadn’t eaten much that day so I ate something and then felt fine. Ever since, I’ve had waves of anxiety and this feeling of being ‘off’. When I get anxious my appetite goes down massively so it has been difficult to eat things. I am also exclusively breast feeding so am worried that my lack of appetite will damage this. We are FTP so very anxious about every little thing baby boy does. Because I feel weird and off, I am also starting to feel scared and anxious about the fact that I don’t want this to turn into ppa/ppd. I hope it is just baby blues. I am so sleep deprived so it might just be that, I don’t know. I felt fine a few days ago.