I'm finding the balancing act between work and the viruses coming home from crèche impossible this year. This is our second year of it and I feel really down after going through another week of sickness and a busy week work wise.
Where I work is quite understaffed and mismanaged so I have no cover when I am off so work piles up and I get pulled up if deadlines aren't met. I just feel so guilty that my toddler is so upset being left every morning and picking up all of these bugs. Maybe it would be different if I wanted to work and liked my job but I just want to spend more time with him.
Does everyone feel like this? Just feel totally burned out, it's just my husband and I and crèche we don't have much help from family. I suffered from PND and I am on medication, I often feel very down but I'm not sure if it's because of this situation or not.