Hey everyone, I’m in a predicament where I feel like the worst person ever and very very down. I am 10 weeks pregnant (already having 2 beautiful boys with just become ex) since becoming pregnant I have had the worst mood swings + no support emotionally from partner. We have no deciding to split after getting rather heated. From the start of knowing I was pregnant I have thought there is know way to keep this baby. After receiving at home pills I have been in two minds and constantly feeling down. I’m scared of having a third child on my own, having to bring him/up with already 2 other very active children.. I’m scared for my mental health. My ex has said he wanted the baby but being pregnant in the first place with my mood swings has finished our relationship off in the first place? Is this a sign?
I’m sorry for blabbering on. I’m just so conflicted and really feel like I need a non bias review. 
Thanks, x