My twins are nearly a year old and still waking up in the night so I'm still struggling on 4-5 hours sleep a night I do occasionally have a good night where I get a good 7 hour sleep, but that's once in a blue moon, during the day my twins insist on taking it turns to need something even though I've tried so hard to match Their sleeping schedule. I literally don't have a second to even think to myself. Today has been on of those HORRIFIC days where last night they were up and down all night and then today every time I put them down they screamed the house down, I really don't have much help when it comes to the twins because they are such hard work apparently (yep I know I single handedly look after them everyday)
I haven't showered in nearly 3 days, I've finally managed to sit down now at 10 past 11 after getting them settled, sorted my older daughters school bag and uniform out, sorta cleaned the house, finally eating my dinner that I made at 5pm which is the first thing I've managed to eat all day, I'm just so emotionally drained I love my kids to the end of the earth but my god I am not sure I'm cut out for this anymore ðŸ˜