I know I might get some negative comments, but I really need help. I accidentally got pregnant and was in the final year of my bachelor's and was so scared, I come from a religious background and my parents are ministers. I was so scared of dissappointing them and what people would think, but also how my life was about to change, I wasn't with the father and I was scared of being alone. I ended up having an abortion and I've regretted it ever since. There are moments when I can't breathe because of the pain and I go through seasons where I really want a baby, because I feel like it'll help me move on, but at the same time I know it won't. One minute I'm fine the next Im being triggered by a baby or the news of someone being pregnant. I don't know how to fix this, I hate this feeling, I'm tired of being depressed