Offering support to anyone who's need to just talk

[kc1990]

I'm not sure if this is for everyone! I've got 2 children my oldest I fell pregnant at 16 and had lots of drama with her father! I ended up a single mum with severe pnd that nobody noticed until my dd was 2! My second pregnancy I lost the baby I was in an abusive marriage. But then fell pregnant to him again! I ended up with pnd but in the way I wouldn't let anyone touch my son but me! I'm one of these people that have always had something bad go on in life but I've always looked for the positive to get me through! Back then I wish I had someone I could talk to and ask If it was normal ways I felt or just being able to let it all out!! So I had an idea if I could help anyone in anyway just even chatting and try giving the best advice I can I would make a page or an email so it was private. I know it's not for all but theres times I wish I could talk to anyone who would listen xx

That's really kind thank you! Think I'm suffering a little. 10 weeks, really low, don't want to be around partner, can't get excited.. the list goes on! X

I wake up I cry I go to work manage to pretend I’m phone. Cry on the way home, cry when I get home. Cry myself to sleep then wake up and repeat. I have no one to talk to. At this point I don’t know why I have a phone, because there’s no one to call or text.

That's really nice of you. Sometimes we all just need to let it out. I have a week old boy who I'm pushing through breastfeeding with. I'm anaemic so feel so unwell and have blood clots in my leg. All this with pre existing anxiety which is so high right now and feeling low. Cant sleep even when I should when he sleeps. I love my new boy to bits but I've hardly seen my 2 year old girl with always breastfeeding and trying to sleep, so my husband takes her out a lot. So that is also making me feel crap and almost guilty for having a 2nd child.