I'm currently self certed from work and have said it's hyperemesis related but it's not it's my mental health.
Brief history: severe PND after baby #1 narrowly avoided hospitalization with that one. Several years later and I have 5 miscarriages in 5 years leading to where I am now 13+ weeks into pregnancy #7
I feel like I've made a huge mistake. That I was just getting my life back together from #1 and had resolved myself after the last miscarriage that I was going to have no more. Then this baby miracle has stuck. But all I can think about is how I don't want them. I'm becoming increasingly withdrawn and snappy and don't want to engage with anyone or anything.
I'm at a routine consultant appointment tomorrow I guess to see if I am high risk or not due to other health issues. Do I tell them I'm feeling like this? Do I tell DH? Will they call social services on me?