I don’t really know where to start My little girl is 6 months old I also have a little boy age 4. I had a very traumatic pregnancy and birth with my first I did suffer from baby blues after having him but was fine after a couple of weeks, this time round my pregnancy and birth were much better , however I began to feel really low when she was around six weeks old since then on and off I’ve been feeling so terrible , there are good days and bad , I adore my children I feel they are the only reason I get out of bed in the morning , other than that I probably wouldn’t , I feel angry and I get irritated at the slightest things , then I feel sad and worthless and cry and a few days later I might be fine and happy and then revert back to the same bad feelings the next . Also some days I feel like I hate my husband , I really love him but I hate him I don’t want him near me I don’t find him funny I find him even talking irritating a lot of the time then other times the opposite , I’ve tried to talk to him but he doesn’t understand and thinks I’m just complaining I don’t really know what to do how to think or feel any advice would be appreciated and Thankyou for reading xx