Hello, I am pregnant with my second baby now and after my first pregnancy i made really bad postnatal depression, to the point that i got sectioned. I have been fine up to now, but i slowly feel like i am loosing my mind again, but because i am not constantly sad I don't know if it's just because of the hormones. I can't sleep, I can't go out of the house, I feel that everyone hates me and that I have nobody, i quit my job, i threw my phone away so i don't have contact with anyone and I am scared of how this will affect my baby. I know i shouldn't have got pregnant again if i have problems, but i was fine before i got pregnant again and i thought it won't happen again. I don't want to call my therapist cause i am scared he will judge me if i call for help again and i don't want to go on medication while I am pregnant. Do you ladies have any advice on how to cope at home with depression during pregnancy if that's what it is,?! xxx