Good evening
I have recently had a miscarriage, it's still very raw but I'm wondering how I will ever get over this.
At present I feel all-sorts of emotions.
I just want to lay on my sofa and not move all day.
My friend dragged me out for coffee and cake for yesterday, i then felt guilty for laughing after my baby had died.
I've also separated from my partner, we don't speak so I am dealing with this alone.
I can't ever imagine being with anyone else. Not that I want to right now.
I sit at an office job that bores me and I don't impartially enjoy much, I feel like I am not doing anything with my life. I feel like I should be out there helping people or something not sitting there selling things that don't have an impact on most people's lives.
Someone tell me this gets easier and I'm only feeling this way because I've recently lost my baby.