I am at my wits end. :(
My first pregnancy I should be enjoying it. Instead I'm tired, upset and in pain most days.
I cant sleep due to excessive cramps in my hips, pain in my legs, weeing and sheer terror of giving birth.
Just been diagnosed with polyhydramnios I'm 35 weeks today. So that's scared the sh*t out of me. Thoughts of being induced and maybe carved up anyway?!
This feels like the most unnatural process I've ever experienced and it's supposed to be nature??
I feel like I have an alien sucking the life out of me!!
All this and i can barely load the washing machine, my house is depressingly messy and no one will help despite asking for help many times.
This really is the most horrible, terrifying experience in my whole life....
I'm really worried I may be becoming depressed.