Hey I'm a week over due I'm having a stretch and sweep tomorrow but I just feel so down that I just want to die and just want to take the baby's life with mine but I don't know how to tell any of my family because I dont know what they would say I'm 20 and still living at home and I'm just sore everywhere and I can't sleep at night and just had enough and I feel some resentful to my unborn daughter and I don't want to be like my nan who started having her bi-polor started after she gave birth to my mum and I don't think i want to have hateful thoughts about my own child PLEASE HELP