I am ten weeks pregnant. This week has been a bit trying (Dd2 has broken her arm, few things have gone wrong, not major things but little things) and I have been rowing with everyone in the house.
I am taking things to heart, I feel hurt by in-laws inability to say congratulations about the baby, inability to show any concern for Dd2, annoyed sil has copied a birthday party I organised. I had such a blazing disagreement with dh on Friday that I stormed out of the car in the dark and got lost walking home. Little things are really niggling me and I have spent so much time in tears that even the kids are afraid to speak to me.
I have had pnd in the past. I want this baby, he/she is very much wanted but I feel so awful. Dh is afraid to talk to me, and he is annoying me because he won't tell his family how much they are upsetting me.
Do I need to speak to someone?