Hi, I've got 5 DC's, the youngest being 2 months old. I have PND and PTSD, mostly due to a horrendous birth which I'm still recovering physically from. 2nd youngest's birth was fairly awful too. 2nd youngest had major surgery last week as well. DH is ill, the dr's think it's kidney stones but they've changed their minds a few times so I don't know what to think anymore. I'm trying so hard to be patient with him but it's hard when I'm doing most of the work and he's sat on the sofa watching tv. He was in hospital 2 weeks ago and I was so scared and missed him so much but now I'm just sick of clearing up after him. Thankfully MIL is sympathetic. My mum just says that everything is my fault for having 5 children.