Hi, my baby is 18 days old and I am seriously struggling. She isn't an easy baby and screams most of the day (today being the worst yet) and all I can think about is how I wish I could go back to last year and not get pregnant. I have an amazing ds and I'm not sure why I chose to ruin our little family by bringing this screaming angry baby into it :( I do nothing but cry and didn't leave the bedroom with her today until 2pm because she just wouldn't stop. I want someone to come and take her away and tell me it's all been a mistake or to wake up tomorrow morning and for it all to have been a bad dream. I'm not eating and have practically lost all my baby weight because I feel like there is this huge knot in my stomach. I can't even describe how awful I feel I just can't stop crying and am on the verge if done kind of panic attack when I think that she is here to stay.
Please help me I feel like the worst mother in the world.
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Wilberforce2 · 13/03/2014 18:40
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