My ds is 6 months old and its only been in the last couple of weeks I have been feeling like this. Im crying or on the verge of tears. I cant fall asleep at night. Anxiety about leaving house with lo is alot worse have had this from the start but im fine with just me or with dh. I was seeing my hv about the leaving the house thing but couldnt bring myself to go to drs to see her so cancelled and they havent been in touch since. I always have this feeling in the pit of my stomach like something is gping to happen. I don't seem to care about anything anymore and cant bring myself to do simple tasks. I constantly feel like im letting my dh down and im pretty sure I am. I feel like such a sh*t and lazy wife but cant seem to bring myself to do anything about it. Im so afraid he is going to leave me. He probably will and I wouldn't blame him. Sorry to ramble im just being a twit I know. Feel a bit like a fraud posting this on a pnd thread. Prob just need someone to tell me to stop being selfish.