Hey peeps,
So me & my partner had planned this pregnancy, we were so excited when the implant came out & we could start trying, before you knew it we were pregnant - it happened so fast!
In early pregnancy it was fine, I liked it - I had no sickness didnt really show till I was 20 weeks, and then boom - a big old belly out of nowhere, out of control hormones & boobs that have gone up 5 sizes!
I always thought I wanted children, and had this dream that pregnancy would be all glowing & blooming like you hear - well it isn't!! This week my fiancé left me saying things had changed, all I do is cry or moan, or sleep, or whinge about getting fat - charming!!
I am not finding any of this pregnancy easy, with even feeling repulsed at family touching my belly & not feeling at all excited about seeing my son or daughter in 12 weeks time.
I struggle to talk to bump, I get annoyed when all people see me as is a pregnant person & I am so scared I am going to resent my baby
I am dealing with the relationship break up as well as not knowing if I can cope on my own, just feel like it's all getting on top of me. I even said he other day if I wasn't as far along I'd have an abortion - that's not right surely!!
Does this sound Prenatal depression to you? Or is it normal to have hormones this crazy?
Xx