.... even though he has only gone out for the evening for the first time in about a year and a half. Ok I know I am but why am I so mental?
We don't get out much as have a 7 month old plus older child with medical needs. Before the baby was born I had a pregnancy from hell do neither of us got out. Since then (apart from work) we've either socialised together (rarely) or sat in together (mostly).
Tonight DH is off out to a gig (one of his favourite musicians whom he kind of hero worships). I am very glad that he is out for his own sake but I am BORED without him.
I can't seem to settle at anything. It's weird. I lived on my own for 4 years and didn't even meet him until I was 31. Tell me to catch a grip of myself! Half the time if he is here, we're doing separate things anyway. Argh! it's annoying!