to hate painful anniversaries which no one else remembers?

[EccentricaGallumbits]

Just noticed the date and i'm

no one else remembers or cares.

I had a an eptopic 7y ago next month and a miscarrage 6y ago in july, a week after ds birthday, and i ALWAYS remember the dates when they happened and the dates they were due. No-one else notices, even dp, and it hurts so much, especially when other people give birth/announce their pg around these sad times.
My dad said to me "at least it happened now, and not 8 month down the line" when i had mc, and this still upsets me to this day.
Why dont you get a hellium balloon, and let it float up to the sky, thats what i do, and it feels as if im letting them know i think about them.
I am thinking about you at this sad time xxx

at those sad days on your own, so sorry for all your losses.

My daughter would have been 17 on 24th May.

She died aged one month and one day.

Hard, isn't it?