Had a argument with doctors surgery today
as I had the implant put in and it has turned me into a raging hormanal cow ,just had doctors cancel appointment after I explained f planning put it in they said we dont fund it sorry, women became patronising I lost my temper swore at her which I would never do I am nice.
I can not take anymore deeply unhappy and said thanks for your help and thanks for not getting it ,when I just needed a little empathy and understanding I said i felt like dying because it has changed my whole life and I didnt mean it but dont think I can ever go back, I am unresonable arent I?.
And yes I know this should go in medical but I need advice and a hug and some support please.