To sat goodbye , I have been with my partner along time but now

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I feel Im in a loveless relationship, he works long hours im alone alot, I feel I have knowone who is there to support me anymore,Im usede to it now.
I have pil who are intense and forever on my case, Im lonely trying to do my best and feel like I should just call it a day, I'll admit I like to have a drink in the week he has ago at me for having some wine saying your on it again then , he goes out twice a week and has been out tonight to pub for a few drinks and I had to ask him when you coming home.
I have run out of energy my partner and I have had not a sexual relationship in a while, I used to adore him now,would Of fought tooth and nail for him now I dont think I care and look forward to him not being here .
He makes no effort and we barely talk I think we should just call it a day.
Im so sick of everything his parents,sil him and I feel like a single mum bringing up our kids on my own, feel ashmaed Im only working a little but feel like it will never be good enough I dont want my children to be hurt and wander what kind of shit ill get if it ends but im so peed off right now and need some seroius advice is it always like this when you have children or is this it.

Have you tried telling him aobut your thoughts, what abut some kind of counselling like Relate?

If you are unhappy and it's unfixable, then the best thing to do is to split.

But first, you need to talk to him, tell him how unhappy you are - ask him is he is happy.

And no, it's not always like this when you have children. Normally there's love and affection and laughter.

Too many couples stay together just for the kids, it doesn't work.
He's a bit of a hypocrite to tell you that you drink too much, I could see his point if you got completely out of it and were incapable to looks after both of your kids.