Got woken up at 5am by 3 year old wanting a cuddle.
Discovered old incontinent dog had shit its bed.
Got back to bed after lighting fire and cleaning up shit around 6am.
Up at 7.30 Husbands says his car not starting he'll have to take mine.
Had whole day in house with the kids, oldest(5) at school but home at 3. Other two are 1 and 3.
All i have done today is clean and tidy up after the kids/dogs. 3 year old in at everything.
|finally have just lost it as whilst i am trying to do homework with oldest she has got baby a drink. Baby was breast feeding on my lap and then has this juice cup in her hand. I presumed it was a drink i'd made earlier but then noticed bright red stuff all over my boob. Turns out she had filled cup with undiluted blackcurrant squash, she'd also spilt it all over worktop, house phone and then wiped it up with her jumper.
As i try to clean it, baby is carrying stool thru standing up at stove to see whats up there, hence mad dash to remove stool, then has another big tantrum as she has hardly slept today. Usually she falls asleep in car on way home from toddler but as we've had no car, i tried but faied to get her down.
Currently 5 year old having hissy fit, crying eyes out because 3 yo has used one of 'his' stickers out one of his books today.
Along with having the day from hell, i'm having the period from hell.
The dinner i've cooked looks horrible as bought cheaper mince this week and despite draining fat off twice it looks really oily. YUK.
Feel like bloody running away. I'm so fed up of being a milk machine, a referee, a cook and a cleaner. I could cry. Just can't find the brighter side of life at all right now.