8 probably am.He is on shedloads of medication,opiates and steroids,I just get so pissed off.What shalll I give dS for his drink in his lunchbox/What shallI wear today.He needs my opinion and qualification constantly.He cannot decide anything withougt a say- so.From the smallest thing.It is SO wearing.I FEEL LIKE i HAVE ANOTHER CHILD.
Itisn't his fault.Life is shite.He has this awful chronic illness and dd has ld and some days I feel like screming.I don't want to be in my life (I am not suicidal or anyth9ing,thaty would be selfish,I am angry and frustrated and pissed off)
Just need to rant.