Hello, my name is Bathsheba and I'm a pointless, emotional lump.
- I'm 11 weeks pregnant with DC3
- I have my first hospital appointment and scan tomorrow - I'm really worried just in case, and I have no paperwork as I was referred directly to the obstetrician by my GP as I had huge problems last time. I've not seen my community midwife to fill out my paperwork (my GP told me not to bother) and I'm petrified I'll get shouted at for not having it.
- Parking at our hospital is appalling and I'm already fretting about where we'll get parked and whether it will make us late for our appointment.
- Its DD1's last week in School Nursery, she starts P1 in August and I'm finding that emotional - she's getting big (she's already been deferred a year and she has done an extra year in Nursery...)
- Its also DD1's last playgroup session tomorrow - they stop for the summer tomorrow and she won't be going back after the summer as she'll be at school all day. She has been there for almost 3 years and loves it. DD2 will still be going, but DD1 loves it. I won;t get to be there for her last session as its the same time as my scan so my Mum is dropping the girls off and picking them up
- I've just been clearing out all my non maternity clothes and hanging up all my maternity stuff - my friend has lent me some of her maternity things and I'm all emotional at the generosity of her.
- My girls are hot and sticky.
So I'm a huge emotional dumpling today and I feel really pathetic instead of being the strong, organised woman that I am.